maybe i'm emo, so?

is being emotional a bad thing????
i mean, we are creatures with feelings...so what makes it bad??
are we only supposed to have good feelings and swallow the bad feelings and just flush it dowwn the toilet??
is there anyone in this world that actually does that??
the way i see it, when u do that, it's pretty much a road to self-destruction....
u swallow it but of course, it'll never completely go away...yea, it's physically possible to do that.
like u keep smiling and laughing whenever anyone cracks any jokes...even when the jokes itself actually does emphasize ur bad bad bad feelingsss....and then when ur actuaaly alone, doesn't the feelings pour out eventually?
god....no matter how much times i try to do that, it ends up being pretty desructive to whatever it is my problem is in the first place...i'm not referring to jealousy or envy or u know, keeping grudges....just the frustration adn the disappointment does eventually get their way into your head, and translate it into anger!!! god!!!! i'm so completely fcked.....i've known people who said that they just ignore it when it comes....but in time.....i see it....i see it in their eyes or their actions...and u know what they say, actions do speak louder than words....
so that means, it's better to just say it out in the first place than acting it out later....rite??
is there a crash course for people who lack emotional stuntedness coz maybe I'M EMO.....SO?????