overboard...overthrown...

how does one know when u've gone overboard?? especially when u're with someone whom u're very very very close to.....
as usual, feelings, life and the unwritten law that comes wif it makes it difficult to judge, until u've seen the signs and symptoms of the consequences that u have led to happen...

life is shitty!!!!!

i blog to complain about the injustices (as i view it) that has happened to ME and i'm doing just that....

how hard does it have to be to take everything around us lightly? how hard does it have to be to take things that happen positively? how hard does it have to be to be insensitive sometimes?
in other words, how hard does it have to be to just NOT BE SO BLOODY ****ING SENSITIVE about some things?? not everything, just SOME...

i can't deny that i myself have been guilty of these things but i don't think i'm too hard to deal with when it comes to sensitivity...am i??? hhmm....
how am i supposed to deal with this life that has my name written all over it? coz, i don't think i haf the innate ability to handle all these confrontations....i guess just the ability to **** up once in awhile....big time....that i'm on the verge of being overthrown....

miracle, where are u?