mind boggling!!!!

i think it's amazing how people you've known your whole life still have the ability to shock you to your core!!!!
shouldn't you know them well enough to have certain expectations of them. Not saying everyone you know should be predictable but to actually go off tangent, beyond my 'i guess shallow' thinking mind is just too.....unexpected.

i guess circumstances change and they change too....i still am...i think :P hmm, i wonder if i have the capacity to shock people their mind boggles....if not, then wouldn't i be boring? that i don't want to be...but that doesn't make me wanna go and do something outrageous soo beyond me.... it's like i'm having an identity crisis but kinda know my real identity but not knowing who i wanna be...

i think i just confused myself.... hahaha.....

nways, the sun is shining and i just wanna be out and about! :)