helpless

why don't you just take a knife and slash my heart to pieces, then it'd be easier for you to see........







Ya Allah, please give me guidance and patience to get me through this......ameen...

survivor

I HATE TRAVELLING!!!!

ok, with the exception of first class seats or the destination promises a romantic holiday or a really really really fun holiday with friends (with no regrets post-holiday)

fine! the point of me venting here is that I have to travel to stupid freaking FRANKSTON every single freaking day!!!! takes me an hour to get there and what's more, I have to travel to freaking ROSEBUD which is almost 2 hours away!!!! oh yea, it's out of my own pocket too!!! wtfffff!!!!!

i hate med!!!!
i think when we graduate as med students, we deserve a freaking big platinum medal with a rebate of all the years of suffering this forsaken course!!!



ok, I'm very freaking emo now......

my heart burns

When you say nothing's gonna harm me, not while you're around.....you forgot about yourself.

When you say I was you priority, you forgot about yourself.

You also forgot about yourself when you say you love me more than anything in the world.

I didn't know it was possible to wake up one day and not know the ones closest to you anymore.

Who do I blame? Do I blame you or do I blame them? What difference does it make as my heart burns anyway....

Is this the beginning of the end or is this the end to the beginning? I want to llok forward to the future but should I?
This confusion burns my heart.....as we were supposed to have our wonderful future together but now it is as bleak as can be....


Despite the aches and pain, my hopes and dreas hasn't changed a bit.....