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it's sooo hard saying this when everything is going in the wrong direction!!!

but,

i love my life!!!!~
lalalalalala~

i have no idea what brought that on.... tee hee....

drama drama drama....

my legs feel like they're bout to fall off!!!!!
but the mixed tourney was sooo much fun!!
of course, it wasn't spared by the much inevitable dramas!!

in reference to my previous post....
i was thinking......

yea, melbourne is THE GOSSIP TOWN (as nicknamed by shaq)
but the honest truth is, everyone enjoys hearing gossips..,,
i mean, who doesn't??
we've spent money just to read gossips and those are about people that we don't even know!!
what more about people who we actually see day in and day out!
i think the issue that gets to us is really,
the seriousness of the gossips, the impact it has on people, the responsibility that comes with just knowing the gossip......
especially when it comes to the deep personal issues of others....
that is why, i've learnt to keep the serious issues i have to those especially close to me
and of course, those i have entrusted my trust upon....
best to be safe than sorry rite??

but sometimes i wonder,
does being too guarded leaves so little room for my personality and my real self to shine??

all that goss

i think melbourne is like a huge giant high skool....
the most high skool thing about it is the GOSSIPSSSSSS
oh my god!!!!
is there anything that can be kept a secret in melbourne???
the grapevines travel deep and far....and they're very loud too...

i thought that period of my life was over...apparently NOT!!
i know you're all thinking it too....hehehe....

for u

i'm shocked and saddened....
i guess u've kept it in for a long time...
for all it's worth, there's a deep hole here where u were...
and it'll never be filled...ever!

who's going to say "Ha! Random lagi!!!"
who's going to be on my side kutuking fifi????
who's going to lead us 'pasukan penyokong'???
god....there's too many for me to reminisce...
and it wouldn't be fair to u and the great memories with my humble writing...
just wanted u to know,
a big part of us here, and me, is u...

i wish we coulda had our lasts... you know, last coffee, last swim, last 'herbal' session....
but i understand and i wish u all the good things in life...
i know we'll create new memories but the old ones will never fade...

e-hugs are not enough but for now, it's all i can afford...
bye....