for u

i'm shocked and saddened....
i guess u've kept it in for a long time...
for all it's worth, there's a deep hole here where u were...
and it'll never be filled...ever!

who's going to say "Ha! Random lagi!!!"
who's going to be on my side kutuking fifi????
who's going to lead us 'pasukan penyokong'???
god....there's too many for me to reminisce...
and it wouldn't be fair to u and the great memories with my humble writing...
just wanted u to know,
a big part of us here, and me, is u...

i wish we coulda had our lasts... you know, last coffee, last swim, last 'herbal' session....
but i understand and i wish u all the good things in life...
i know we'll create new memories but the old ones will never fade...

e-hugs are not enough but for now, it's all i can afford...
bye....